Broken Friendship!

I trust u as a friend!
I thought that this 3 years of friendship meant something to u!
i thought u r different!
But all of these happening proved to me that u are NOT!

Faker rule the world!

In this world there are so many pretender and faker!
Pretending innocent, weak and helpless is one of the main strategic.
In my university life these faker rules in my class!
People always thought these people are so innocent and blur!
FOR GOD SAKE! Use ur dumbass brain and think harder!

Given a situation happen in my class!

One of my classmate who is smart and so call innocent.
On that particular day v decided to have a graduation dinner and I was suppose to be the one that collect the money.
BUT for some reason she decided to collect the $$ and surprisingly she herself just pay half the bill instead of full just bcoz she is a vegetarian!

Okay, u are a vegetarian and tell u wat I m a carnivore!
Is it okay for me to pay half the bill as well and fyi after u change the menu on your own and now there is a total of 8 vegie dishes while only 2 meat!
Is it fair for u to pay just half the bill?
And u do everything and decision without consulting other and when asked about where the money goes u say v are accusing u for stealing!

WTF! did we ever say that? And she even say that she is hurt and cry a lot of cause of this accusation!
Please la! I also cry dun tell be just because u posted in twitter make u the one that is innocent!
Dun tell me I need to write I cried till my tear because blood then prove I am the one telling the truth?
The funniest thing is most of the classmates believed her that she cried and she is innocent and bla bla bla!

Dun give me all this SHIT!
Just because she post in twitter that she cried and she is good in result and so called innocent in class does not make her INNOCENT okay?
The class do not know anything and they always come to a conclusion like that as this is the default answer.
This is like the situation that when a white and a black was accused for stealing normally the black one is the one that everyone thought is the thief!

That's why faker and pretender rule the world as people always believe in them then the truth!
Not only that telling the truth will also make u the bad one and if that is the case why not leave u all living in denial!
FUCK u people for coming to a conclusion without thinking!

Non of the swear word in this world can express my unsatisfied feeling now?
No one understand the situation! No one understand how I feel when everyone think I accused her! No one dared to stand up and say something fair? No one! No one!
My heart had become cold!
As there is no justice in this world!

Unsatified with myself

I hate myself for being fat!
I hate myself for being weak!
I hate myself for being a coward!
I hate myself for being emotional!
I hate myself for being sensitive!
I hate myself for not being smart!
I hate myself for not looking cute!
I hate myself for not being lovable!
I hate myself for not being a beauty!
I hate myself for not being perfect!!!!

Sorry that i m imperfect!

WTF life!

I hate myself for getting into this situation!
I hate my life and I hate being in such a situation!
I hate everything and I hate everyone now!

Please dun act weak and innocent and make everyone think that you are the weak and innocent one!
WTF! Dun pissed me off okay! Dun give me all these BULLSHIT!

I hate u ppl for making me look like a bad person!
I hate the incident for making me a bad person!
I hate to be the one that always creating problem!
I hate everything u all did!

I really hope that this fucking mask of u can be ripe apart and everyone can see the real u!